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04/04/08--03:10: My new number: 09267436015 (chan 2166108)

This is my new number... thanks



04/04/08--06:44: Baguio Trip (chan 2166108)




05/19/08--00:59: Last Day Chem 16 Summer Class (chan 2166108)

Ang Nakakaumay na araw ng Ice


05/20/08--00:28: Last Day Chem 16 2nd Sem 2007-2008 (chan 2166108)




06/26/08--07:12: Chemistry Alumni Homecoming (chan 2166108)




06/26/08--07:38: Party After Mr and Mrs Medina's Wedding (chan 2166108)




06/26/08--07:45: Ate Rose's Bday Bash (chan 2166108)




07/14/08--20:51: 1st ASEAN Youth Science Summit (chan 2166108)




08/05/08--22:32: AMPHOTERIC (chan 2166108)


This year started with a surge of emotions that kept my spirit high enough to feel that I am loved. Although I got carried away and I rushed things, wanting to control the situation, I failed.
I do not regret the moments I felt joy and happiness simultaneously.
I tried to cope pretending that everything would go well again.
Summer ended with cold nights while I was drowning in tears of resentment.

I went to places trying to find "me".
What I found was a new "me". Someone who can no longer feel the coldness that the pouring rain brings and the heat from the sun that wakes the need for warmth. I deal with a lot of things everyday and I fill myself with things to work on. And at the end of the day, emptiness fills my soul as loneliness saddens my spirit.

When the universe conspires, it does not mean in favor of you. The universe may conspire against you and the challenge is how to make the universe work out things for you.  However, there are some people who conspire seemingly like t...


08/07/08--23:51: Smile na Lang Ako (chan 2166108)

Hay... Nakakapagod na ang araw-araw... Although I know I've chosen (in one way or another) for these things to come and to occupy my time.

I gave up(forced to) NatSci para sa Admin work sa Chem (Although it is actually a benefit). As the Security, Health and Environment Officer of the Institute, dami dapat gawan ng aksyon. Madami kasing challenges as of now.  And then when I changed dorm, I thought mas magiging magaan din pero mas marami pa kong ginagawa ngayon kesa dati... As the Filipino representative and the Secretary  in the so-called "BNRR" or the Board of National and Regional Representatives,  I never thought it would be this hard or even harder now. Marami lang talaga sigurong dapat isaayos. Hopefully sa ngayon lang ito. Imagine dealing with people from all over the world. Hehehe... Sounds like nag-eenjoy ako di ba? Pwede, pero pag meeting time na, gusto ko na lumabas. Gusto ko na matapos. As I said, sa ngayon lang to... Matatapos din lahat... The take-off is ju...


08/10/08--21:26: Two hours or less before the exam... (chan 2166108)

Im trying to pretend na namomoroblema ako sa exam although hindi naman talaga... Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako natatakot magfail.

Nung first year ko sa MS, bothered ako with how i performed in class. Ngayon, I had two days to review pero i just scanned without pressure nung sat and sun. Actually, i started scanning nung sunday. Hindi ko alam. Mahalaga naman ang degree na ito pero hindi ko na alintana ang magiging outcome ng exam ko ngayon...

Three  more chapters to read. Scan ko na lang ulit...



09/02/08--05:01: new number ulit 09158485109 (chan 2166108)




09/17/08--20:37: Ang Pait ng Beer (chan 2166108)

 

Masarap uminom ng beer kapag malamig ang panahon, kapag umuulan. Sabay senti... Masarap uminom ng beer pagkatapos ng mahirap na exam, kapag ipinasa mo ito o ibinagsak. Sabay mura... Masarap uminom ng beer kapag wala lang. Namimiss mo lang... Masarap uminom ng beer kapag nabigo ka sa pesteng pagmamahal. Sabay hagulgol, suntok sa pader... Masarap uminom ng beer kapag kayo na. Tapos, kasabay mo siya... Masarap uminom ng beer kapag nagkayayaan lang. Pampalipas ng oras. Magkakantahan, kantiyawan, tuksuhan, angasan...

Masarap uminom ng beer.

Paano kung ikaw na lang mag-isa? Masarap pa rin naman diba?

Mas mapait nga lang lasa kaysa nung may kasama pa...

(Para sa lahat ng nakasama ko sa inuman... kudos!)



10/08/08--07:37: Really funny... (chan 2166108)




10/08/08--07:51: Tormenting (chan 2166108)

Not thinking twice, I said what I wanted to say.
Although the decision made me scratch my head after.
I don't know how to end this now. I'm giving you the chance to end it.
Say it to my face or torture me.
I really just don't want to see you anymore.
The more I see you, the more that I realize the stupidity I committed.
You did not reply to what I said.
Then what does it mean?
End?






10/09/08--05:37: Office pictures (chan 2166108)




10/17/08--05:18: Yeah! (chan 2166108)

Just had a six and a half hours of listening and understanding reports from my Chemistry 112.1 students. It was a learning experience to me and to them as well. Finally, the fruits of this semester...

Hay... Nakakapagod... Nakakadrain... Pero nakakabusog dahil maraming pagkain. We had pancit, ice cream and cake. Pre-birthday celebration na... But it doesn't end here, may final exam pa sila this sunday. I know they can make it!

Ako naman wala pang thesis. Hehehe. Sisimulan ko na sa lunes (hopefully) maghanap ng topic although I already have one in mind. Sa ngayon, kelangan ko ng kape at masahe...



10/19/08--00:17: The Letter (chan 2166108)

I am proctoring an exam. I borrowed my colleague's laptop and now, I am trying to express the mixed feelings that I have. I'm so tired. In my previous entry I said need massage and coffee. That is true. However, last night, instead of coffee  I had beer, enjoyed the company of friends from the International Center and celebrated my roommate's  birthday. We played billiards and sang our hearts out until 3 am. After which we went to eastwood and indulged into a breakfast buffet until 6 am.

I am really tired beyond what my physical being can feel and I hate it. I checked previous messages sent to me and below is one. This made me feel better although this is temporary.
I would like to share this letter and again, to my student who made this, thank you very much!
Don't worry, I did not include your name here.

sir omar,

i was afraid that this letter would look like having impure intentions so i decided to send it to you after you have posted our grade and wrote it before i saw my ...


10/23/08--04:08: RUTHenium's pre-BDAY celeb (chan 2166108)

It was a sunny day. Extraordinarily hot. Celebrating life with ice cream and fries... To Ruth! Happy Happy birthday!!! *Ruth*Julie*Patch*Chael*Noemi*Omar*


10/23/08--04:38: Sessions at Bo's (chan 2166108)

During the last three Fridays of September, KC, Jet and I would go to Bo's to study. KC studied in preparation for the BAR Exams, Jet on Machine Problems and exams too and me, for break times and distractions. By the way, I had exams too... Here are some of the pictures taken. It was the Friday when my roommate Doo went together with us and it ended up Doo and I, just talking while Jet and KC, seriously studying... I'll update it soon when I get more pictures from


10/23/08--04:49: Patty's Debut and John's Surprise B-day Celebration (chan 2166108)




10/28/08--08:53: Ang Katapusang Hindi Kumpleto (chan 2166108)

Officially, this is the last day of my semester. Got my grades. Good grades but one incomplete. Thesis...

I submitted grades for my chem 112.1 class at around 3:30 pm. Ang dalawang hinlalaki ko ay nakataas para sa inyo. Ang hirap kaya ng semester na to. Hay...

After that, nilinis ko ang aking cubicle sa opisina. Sandamakmak na kasi ang mga nakatambak na papel at kung anu-ano pa. Inubos ko na din ang softdrinks na nakalagay sa ref. Uwi na din ako baka ma-expired (expiration?). Hehe...

Napakalakas ng ulan... The rain seemed to be celebrating with me. I was waiting for the jeep at the waiting shed in front of FC. Sabi ko, katipunan ang sasakyan kong jeep. Kapag sa may asian center ito dumaan, sa VEGETARIAN ako kakain. Pero kapag sa may Narra, sa katips na. Hay...

Sa may narra dumaan. So ang choice, katips kain mag-isa. Kumain ako sa WOK dis WAY. I ordered a serving of seafood rice which is good for two or three and lechon. Pinagtitinginan ako ng mga Ate doon. Mukhang na demoralize s...


10/28/08--09:19: Yeah! Nakausap kita! Naalala mo pa B-day ko! (chan 2166108)

Nakakatuwa kapag ang isang taong matagal mong hindi nakakausap ay nakausap mo na ulit. Siguro, regalo to sa akin pagkatapos ng isang madugong semester of work and studies. Naaalala ko pa, kapag nagsend ako sa YM ng message sa'yo, sasagot ka lang ng "Hi! Ok lang.". Sa akin ok lang talaga yun. Alam ko namang may iba ka ring inaatupag at wala tayong mas malalim na koneksyon at pinagsamahan.

Although, ngayon, nagmag YM ako, ikaw ang una kong kinlick ng makita ko ang list ng mga on-line. Surprisingly, medyo mahaba napag-usapan natin. Siguro nga dahil gusto mo lang ishare ang event that made you sad. Ok lang yun sa akin ang mahalaga nakausap kita. Don't worry, this blog entry doesn't mean anything other than masaya talaga ko na nakausap kita.

Pinakanatuwa ako ng sabihin mong malapit na birthday ko. Samantalang birthday mo, di ko na naalala. Siguro naupdate ka lang ng friendster or multiply (di ko sure multiply). Pero, masaya pa din ako na naalala mo ko.

Sana palagi kang masaya tulad pagkagu...


11/08/08--07:42: Crossroads (chan 2166108)

When two or more good things are being offered to you, it is not easy to decide which way to go. This is not a generalization but it is harder to choose between two good things than to choose between a good and a bad. It may or may not apply to you.

These are crossroads...

I hope someone is deciding for me now. Nonetheless, choosing between two beneficial things ends to beneficial things. Right? Good begets good.



11/09/08--06:21: I missed you too guys!!! (chan 2166108)

I am very happy.

I am sad.

There is no way I can actually thank these guys for being such great companions.

If only I can have another me to do everything at the same time like celebrating my birthday with you at that time. But as you said I am really complicated. If I am not complicated, I am not Omar and you know that.

I envy you of this time, but when choices are given and priorities are lined in front of you and you have to choose, you have to make a decision. I know you will understand that is why I said I'm not going( I'm really not good remembering my schedule). If you only know how much I wanted to go there. They say if there's a will, there's a way. Sometimes, will is there but the way is not.

Thank you guys! I missed you too and I know I missed a lot...



01/04/09--04:08: Halo-halong Kulay (Kathang-isip) (chan 2166108)

Ganito siguro ang pakiramdam ng hindi makasulat ng tula o kanta. Ang kaibahan, ang kailangan kong isulat, mga lyrics na hindi madaling burahin ng gomang pambura kapag lapis ang ginamit kong pansulat o kaya naman ng hi-tech na erasing tape kung bolpen. Kapag nagkamali ako ng isusulat simula ngayon, pagsisisihan ko siguro. Mailap ang mga ganitong pagkakataon.

Ngayon ko nararamdaman ang pagkabagot at pagsasawa. Hindi ko na nga magawang buklatin ang librong pinaphoytocopy namin para sa isang subject. Wala na rin akong ganang buklatin ang mga notes ko last year nang magsimula ang semester. Gusto ko ng bago. Gusto kong makaalis na kung nasasaan ako ngayon. Sana naging kulay itim o puti na lang ang pangunawa. Hindi tulad nito, grey. Nakakalito. Minsan humihiwalay ang itim sa puti pero mabilis bumalik sa pagkagrey. Hindi ko matagpuan ang lugar kung saan naghihiwalay ang dalawang kulay...

Sabi sa isang palabas sa teatro na napanood ko, "kung ang pagpapatawad ay kulay asul, ito'y kalangitang wal...